Finally spring break! + Chinese spring festival photos~

Hello bunny lover friends!

Spring break started for us in Texas,

or at least for where I live!

I done nothing worthy out of my time 

but that's because my body went full spring break mode this time!

I had pretty intense midterms,

as soon as i took my last one

My body just sort of turned off.

Finding love again

Hello guys today's post

is about love.

art by Enakei

It's a sensitive subject for all of us isn't it?

Anxiety and school

Hello friends!

Long time no see!

How are you?

First of all I would like to

Diary 3: updates updates and more updates.

Hello Hello~

I been gone enough right?

Dealing with a hard break up

Hello my dears! 

today,

I'm doing a personal post for you.

It's dealing with a hard break up 

I know that dealing with a break up it's really hard

so I want to talk about it with you.

Halloween fun!

Hi guys as you noticed i decorated my blog with some spooky fun!

If you followed me since tumblr you probably noted that I always changed my blog around for holidays! 

I do this because I have fun with the many pixels that i have found!

I'm a huge pixel lover.

I hope you do enjoy my halloween themed blog!

I also added some music for you to enjoy.

Hopefully it doesn't bother you!

Halloween is one of my favorite holidays besides christmas!

Although i don't like terror, I do enjoy the family time and scary movies!

I wish i was young enough again to go trick or treating though!

I will miss on the free great candy and fun dressing up!

Last year I didn't dress up but I did dressed in halloween colors.

As you can tell in many of my outfit pictures I ADORE wearing high thigh socks!

They just make my skirt outfits look fabulous and my legs appear more thin?

Perhaps that's just me though.

I wonder what kind of outfit i'll come up with this year!

Are you going to dress up?

Also I'm sorry for my lack of updates! I been so busy with school but lately it's been getting better I think.

Thanks so much for reading!

Please do let me know if the music bothers you.

I know for many people it is bothersome.

xoxo

Negative feelings go go away!

Hello Guys

More than ever i been feeling very very negative.

I been over-thinking many stuff like school and other many things.

Sometimes I feel and think like,

"Why should i go to school?"

I like going to school and doing something out of my life

other than just stay home and blog.

However many people have been filling my head that even after you graduate and hold a degree,

Your chances of finding a job are very slim.

I heard many stories from people and it's making me over-think a lot.

I surely appreciate the opportunity to go to school and obtain an education because not many women in my family has gotten that chance.

My own sister who recently graduated from university hasn't even been able to obtain a job in a simple places like fast food restaurants or clothing shops.

It makes really think about all the money that I'm going to owe to the University only to not be able to obtain a job or be able to pay debt.

Then struggling with linguistics class because it's in Spanish (I understand Spanish however that level of Spanish is too high) not doing so good in it....and having the french teacher yell at me or not have patience because she's in a bad mood because other people didn't do their homework...

I truly love what I'm majoring in and I know without struggle there is no gain. This however, is out of question. I feel so out of place, like a loser, and most of all i feel so stressed. 

I guess that's the university life.

And to add more to the flame, 

Some of my family members won't stop pressuring me about going for the path of nursing. Always telling me that my major will not take me anywhere and that it will be better for me to go for nursing.

Making me feel like I'm making feel as if what i'm doing right now is a waste of time.

Now i'm over-thinking my choices.

Even someone who i thought loved me told me what would i even be good at. I'm just like a little girl.

Should i go to school? Should I change majors? Should i just give up? 

Everything is so difficult. 

I don't get why kids are such in a hurry to grow up. I would give anything to go back to that point in my life. 

Wanting love...

wanting to push everyone away...

wanting to disappear..

wanting to better yourself..

It is all confusing.

Bonjour!

Bonjour! 

Hello!

Hola!

Ça va?

How are you doing?

Como has estado?

Ça va très bien!

It's going well!

Todo va bien!

Je m'appelle Momochiime!

My name is Momochiime!

Mi nombre es Momochiime!

Et vous? 

and you?

Y tu?

Je étudié français!

I study french!

Yo estudio francés!

J'ai appris sur le, la, les, l '

I learned about le, la, les, l'

Aprendí sobre le, la, les l'

J'ai aussi appris un une et des!

I also learned about un, une and des!

También aprendí sobre un, une y des!

Je peux maintenant faire des phrases complètes!

I now can form complete sentences!

Ahora ya puedo formar oraciones completas!

So far i learned many things off from my french class and it's beginning to be fun!

At first it was really hard and embarrassing but i think i got the hang of it!

I couldn't pronounce "l'amie" the teacher said you don't pronounce it as "le amie" but as a one word like "lamie"

I get many many homework from French but i really do enjoy it a lot!

I wanted to update you guys a little since i been kinda neglecting blogging!

So I started school on August 25th! I was so so nervous because my campus is so huge compared to my previous school! Luckily i was shown around and i got the hang of it! 

However oh gosh the walking!

My city is really really hot so I was dying during those long 10 min walks from building to building!

Thankfully I can now feel Autumn coming! 

Just yesterday it got really chilly!

So yay for sweaters, hot chocolate, warm hugs, cute boots ect!

As far as friends i made 2 friends in French class and I'm very happy about it because it makes the class more fun and less nerve wrecking for me!

I really love them because they're really bubbly like me !

I also got my sweet boyfriend whom i spent the most time with~

I'm really grateful for him being there and now I get to experience what's it like to have a boyfriend during school haha~

A little fantasy of mines.

I been so busy with a lot of homework but I think once I'm done with my class in the computer I'll be more free! 

There has been a lot going on in my house as well since my mother remarried!

Here's a picture:

Anyways,

I will bring some new reviews from the products I have bought for this semester!

Please look forward to it!

xoxo

Heart to Heart: Confidence and Respect

Hello my lovelies 

Today i actually want to talk about confidence and respect.

I know it may seem very random but the reason for that is because i saw a video that made me think about a lot of things.

But before i start i know I'm not the right person to be talking about this 

because i know i lack a lot in self-esteem and confidence.

Since a child i have always been "special"

or so my mother says.

I have always liked other stuff that maybe my race group wouldn't look at twice.

When i was younger i would always get bullied by my other classmates for liking anime or other types of cartoons.

I truly loved drawing as well so I always drew for them but i never thought that i would get put down for doing something i love or being judged for the things i love.

Because of this I always tried so hard trying to fit in with others by speaking only in english (something i truly sucked at) and getting into emo and gothic styles during middle school.

In the end that only brought me fake friends and even more bullies.

As a kid/teenager i moved a lot which made me change schools at least 4 times.

Being a shy and quiet person didn't really help me to make any friends either.

So i tried really hard to fit in.

No matter what i did, they never accepted me

As i grew older I realized there's no one to please but myself.

Why should i hide my likes and hobbies to please others?

Why should i change for others to accept me?

Growing up i even dated a person that told me that i was ugly and fat.

He didn't like how i dressed and asked me to change.

I the dumb 17-18 year old i was tried changing my style into a more mature one.

But it was not fun.

Nor was it healthy for my self-esteem or confidence.

It took me a while to wake up but now here I'm writing this.

Don't judge someone because they're different from the crowd. 

Just because someone is different it doesn't mean that you should attack that person for it.

It takes a lot to be yourself in a crowd and I think we deserve a little bit of credit.

Learn how to respect others and admire them not crush them and put them down.

Encourage them to be themselves because no one else does a good job at being you other than yourself.

You should take that example yourself and stand out from the crowd. I know many of you may feel that you have to look a certain way or dress a certain way to fit in with others or be accepted but let me tell you something,

Screw them

You be yourself. You dress the way you want, do your make up the way you want, color your hair the way you want ect.

But learn to respect that and don't judge others.

Everyone is just trying to be themselves.

This is me from back in 2010 or 2011

I have changed a lot but because i wanted to.

sport the fashion and look you want to because I know i did and I have fun doing so.

A lot of people praise me while other people make me fun of me 

but in the end 

I win because i'm happy

Heart to heart: Love and relationships.

Ello Ello my bunny rabbit friends.

Today I want to talk about love and relationships

Because i have some left over feelings in my heart.

So where should i begin?

(picture credits to capturing-sailormoon)

Love is truly a wonderful feeling.

Get to know me more with the 21 question tag~

I thought i'll do this tag for you guys to get to know me a bit tad better~ ^^  so i hope you enjoy my answers and i encourage you to do this tag!